Oh Life.

Well, obviously I suck at this blogging everything day. BUT at least I am writing one. So I left off last time starting me new job. I had my first week and loved it ! Everyone is SO nice and its a great place to work. I'm still a little bored, and haven't really gone out or met a lot of people, I hope that changes though because I am starting to feel super sad and missing everyone, I know that I can get past this but its hard sometimes not seeing your life long friends, or family. I just need to push forward.

Anyways, so whats been happening. Well funny story, I live with 5 other people. 3 of them being family. So one of the guys who rents a room downstairs is super attractive, he has the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen. And the other one is nice, but hes not as friendly. So this weekend I had no plans and Friday night I got home and my little cousin was having his birthday party, and there were lots of young kids here. And my one roommate was on night shifts and the good looking one usually goes back home for the weekend. So I was a little sad I wouldn't see him around all weekend. So I came home and his car was here so I was a little happy. Anyways I was super exhausted and went to bed around 11pm. I got woken up at 3am.. I was sound asleep and I hear "Nicole Nicole wake up" and here I am like "WTF" so its the good looking roomie. I was like this really cannot be happening right now. I don't really know him that well and he wasn't taking me not getting up for and answer. So I got up put on a sweater tried to look half decent and went into his room and sat on his bed and we talked til 7am. He was pretty drunk but he did sober lots. I learned lots about him, he love his mom more than anything which is super cute. Anyways, its like 7am I am super tired and he looks at me yawning and hes like "I'm going to ask you a blunt question" and he pauses and I am like.. Okay what his he going to ask, so many things go running through your head. He turns and looks at me with his beautiful eyes and hes like "Do you want to cuddle" I actually burst out laughing and had to nicely say NO.. Which sucked ass.. Seriously.. like.. baah. I don't know what I said it. But I didn't want some awkwardness the next day, plus we all know what cuddling means.. Even though he did say "Nothing sexual will happen" but lets get real. Plus the fact my cousin comes downstairs sometimes and wakes me up wouldn't have been good if I wasn't in my bed.. Kind of awkward. So I went to tell my older cousin and shes like "Did you sleep in his room.. I heard you guys talking all night" SO awkward. Anyways needless to say I am kind of regretting not cuddling. But I was told I am NOT allowed to cuddle and not to think I am allowed. We shall see what happens.

So lets talk about S, well we haven't seen each other besides one time we went for Slurpee's. But he is now back home visiting his little boys I just don't know if it would ever go anywhere. So that's all for now.

Hope everyone has a good week.

Love and Light

NC

That's what I love about Sunday

Well hello there. I am seriously going to make it a goal to start bloggin each day even if its just a little one. SO much has happened since I last blogged, life is so exciting.

Well lets start off with the fact I am really liking living in this smaller town. Its exciting meeting new people and finding my way around places. I also have had 5 interviews since I got here just over 2 weeks ago, as well I have got hired for a job and quit a job within a week for a new job. I got hired at Sobeys being a cashier, not the most ideal job but I figured I should take it and still look for something better. I had to beg her to pay me more than 12 an hour, seeing as I know first hand I am worth WAY more, so she offered me 14 an hour. In the meantime (I only worked 3 shifts at Sobeys and they were only 4 hours each) I continued to look for a better paying job that would have better hours and better suite me. So I applied at tons of places and finally got a call back. I went for my interview and it was amazing. You know when you meet someone for the first time and it feels like you've known them forever ? You can see the warmness in that person. Well that was my interview, we got along super well (which is great cause he is now my boss) we laughed, we also had lots of things in common, one of them being KARAOKE. I LOVE KARAOKE. I haven't gone to karaoke since moving, and I've wanted to meet people who have a love for it as well, well it turns out my new job and my new family I'll be working with, they go out every weekend to karaoke all together. PERFECT. Also, I work Monday to Friday 11-8pm have an hour lunch, no weekends, have a nice discount and make 18 bucks an hour. A much better upgrade from bagging groceries at Sobeys.

I also went out for the first time here the other night with my cousin and her coworkers. I had a blast, got way too drunk, danced alone like an idiot, talked to people, and met a cute boy. We will call him S. So I don't really recall how I started talking to S, but I ended up taking his blackberry and scanning my bar code into his phone. Then we left the place we were at and I woke up the next morning thinking "my god I feel horrible, obviously last night was good" I am still a little sceptical on it though ha ha. So I look at my phone (which had died) I plug it in and notice I have a new bbm. Its from S, saying "Morning Beautiful, hope you're not feeling to horrible today. I hope I can get the chance to take you on a real date" HOW CUTE. And he is super cute, and such a sweetie, we have been talking nonstop since yesterday morning. So he invited me over last night cause his parents were having a BBQ and a fire, I didn't go because I thought "I don't really know him its a little late and although I'm sure I'd be fine I am not a risk taker" So I nicely declined. But every Sunday his family all gets together and has big Sunday dinners and plays games which I think is super cute. So he invited me.. So this has now reassured me he isn't married or seeing anyone. Oh he is from Ontario and is out here to work. He is 29, and has 2 little boys. Although the kid thing is a little weird too me, he was super honest about their Mom. So I figure why not give him a chance ? I do love kids, and he isn't looking just to hook up which I like. I hate when you're talking to a guy and they say sexual things or make themselves seem like they only want one thing, and he hasn't done that. He seems super respectful.

So I start my new job tomorrow, and I am super excited. So I imagine I will blog about my first day and about how today goes with S. Also just wanted to give a little shout out to my BFF. I love and miss you, and can't wait til I see you soon !! And I think you and your boy are super cute. I found the picture up top and it made me think of you, and how much I miss our silly Friday nights.

That's all for now ladies, I WILL be back. Promise.

Hope everyone has a great day.

Love & Light

NC